Friday, 18 October 2013

LIFE IN GSU TRAINING SCHOOL EMBAKASI, MY NEWLY FOUND HOME FOR 10 MONTHS....!



Today was not a bad day, training for a weekend game between Kenya police hockey team and Green Sharks hockey team was not that easy but thanks God i got time to update my blog....

Welcome.....
 Life in GSU Training school was one of that I will never forget. There are so many details but i will highly summarize and capture what i can remember well.....

 After reporting here, the first two weeks were marked with what the instructors called ‘kutoa Uraia’, to literally mean removing the ‘civilian mind’ in me and inserting ‘an officer’ into my blood stream. We were supposed to move from one point to another at a double which meant running and never to be found walking. We would cut grass using our bare hands and take it to a dump site at terrible speeds where along the way the instructors would practically, whip, and slap and do all manner of harassment to the recruits as a way to tame our tempers as they were putting it to us. With all this harassment, no one was supposed to retaliate or even utter a word however hard we were harassed! If one dared to act in a manner likely to suggest that he/she was getting hot tempered, the instructors would leave any other thing that they were doing and charge onto the recruits, pinching, slapping and doing all that was possible to inflict pain into his / her body and more so warn anyone who would be tempted to do so to refrain.



In here, we were taught how to basically do everything like a cop. From making our beds, washing our barracks, scrubbing the pavements, walking, shaving our hair, maintaining our hygiene plus another whole lot of things that we were to do like cops and not as ‘Raias’, to mean civilians. Notably, we were to stay for more than two weeks before we were given the police uniform. All this time, we were in our casuals and anyone who did not have  several pairs was literally surviving in what he/she had. As we were doing this, one guy disappeared from the training school in a manner that none of us could explain. I guess he could not stomach the harassment that we were going trough. We would literally be whipped like primary school kids for no apparent reasons. Here I met what I would call hell on earth. All manner of abusive language existed here. Instructors would practically call you anything without caring. One would be a pastor on Sunday and be someone very different when you met at the drill square, in the barracks or when we were doing the manual jobs like slashing glass which is a big component in GSU training.



I was shocked to hear men past the age of my dad utter the most mannerless words that I had ever come across. This was shocking  to me since as much as I was a bad boy in my hey days, I never got abusive and never came across such abuses in our family even from my ever drunk Grandpa. There was nothing much we could do but stomach this harassment in hope that one day we will pass out and start earning our salaries.We would later get into what was referred to as squads which were organized depending on height with mine being squad 17 commonly refered to as ‘mandururu or Masumuni’ to just express how short and tiny most of the members were.


Hoping my memory treats me right:~A normal day would start at around some minutes after four in the morning where we would be woken up, get into our truck suits ready for road run. In song and dance we would run in darkness to and from a distance that the squad in charge felt that was the best we could have done. We would then get back to the training school some minutes to six, go to the armory to pick our rifles, have our breakfast, get into our well ironed uniforms and boots and then proceed for inspection.



At the inspection stage, anyone who had not polished his / her boots to the required standards, one who had not ironed the uniform, shaved his beard and basically who could be said to be dirty in person was the target. If found, this was the beginning of a bad day because if not thoroughly beaten, one would be told to go round the camp with the G3 rifle lifted up high, would be told to go down in press up position for a long time and incase he/she fell down whipped and in other cases would be sent back to the barrack and be forced to put in all that was given as kit which included a sweater, a military /smoke jacket, a rain coat, a ground sheet and what we called 58 Kit and would be taken to the drill square for further punishment where one would run round with the rifle lifted up, jump up, match and by the time the instructors were done with him / her, no more tears could be seen flowing down the cheeks!


Those who had attained the cleanliness standards would head to the drills square and start the drills session where we were trained on how to match. This is where comical episodes existed. Some recruits could take ages to learn how to match despite tireless efforts to make then learn it. Others, especially the EX NYS did it with minimal struggles. Some never got it even after being beaten and taken through extra training.This was the training area dominated by instructors like Pc Mwaria, Corporal Chai, Pc Ahmed Nassir, Pc Chergut, Pc Kiptoo, Pc Letoya  among others who were not jokers and anyone who missed step during the matching found it rough. (Eight years down the line, most of these have risen up in ranks and hence may hold different ranks now)


We would then head to classes where we were taught signals, police practical theory, skills at arms amongst others and not forgetting the physical training at the Gym. Part of the recruits would be at the Gym whereas others were attending different lessons. At the Gym, things were tough and at times one wished the ground would open wide and swallow him or her! Taking tae kwon do, un armed combat, log exercises and even obstacle crossing in the open field was not a joke. Looking for what we called stamina was hell on earth. Failure to complete such tasks attracted beating which I must say was merciless as we had instructors like Malaria, Kirinya, Karanga, Mathenge, Gitonga, Kebaya and others who never gave laxity a chance.


This would later see us break for lunch, que for the meals that at times was not the best we deserved. I just remembered times when Ndengu was almost in equal proportion with ‘small stones’ but we had no option but sort it out that way and call it a meal. Those who never minded to que for a second share also did so hence we nicknamed them ‘flying squad’. In this case, a recruit was ‘proudly’ referred to as mnyama,to mean an animal and surely we were treated as such and fed as such too where  instructors said that we exhibited animal like behaviour. After lunch, we would match to the respective venues for afternoon training that would later end some minutes to supper time where we went back to the barracks, picked our plates and then que again for super which marked the beginning of a sleepless night.



After supper, we were supposed to start what was known as ‘fatique’. This means cleaning the barracks, the wash rooms and bathrooms too, cleaning the slabs by scrubbing them with brush and then applying soap so as to look whitish after they were dry and other areas that were to be attended to by us. Mugambi who was a University graduate was the squad leader hence he would subdivide the tasks to all the members of the squad so as to ensure that work was well done. This would end at around 2045Hrs which marked the beginning of time to take care of our personal  hygiene ready for inspection come the following morning.


In the Company of my close friends nick named Ngahu, Mandaraka a.k.a Kawangware, Tanui, Bajun ya Nyeri and others, we would assist each other since others were good at ironing the clothes while others were good at shining the boots. In some instances, Instructors could sneak into the barrack un noticed which was a crime as we were expected to shout 'UP' in case one was spotted and bring recruits to attention and give him a chance to address us. Failure to notice them attracted beating and all manner of harassment till late night hours where we were left to struggle and clear what was left before time for road run. At times, this would mean that we trans night where one could have ended to have not slept not even a single minute!


In the GSU Training school standards of personal hygiene and cleanliness are usually high! Trousers and shirts were to be ironed as we were taught, boots needed to be polished and remain shining like diamonds and heads clean shaven. The sockets for ironing purposes were less than ten and were to be shared by over sixty of us residing in the same barracks. We were at times forced to send the instructors to buy us extension sockets to make work easier. These were delivered at inflated prices but we could not do anything much! The Ironing session could be interrupted by our instructors who quite often came, soaked everything (Uniforms and Military boots) in water, ordered us to fill all buckets with water and poured the water under our beds. We would then be ordered to get under and swim as they mercilessly beat us. They usually came in numbers and I guess our squad incarge, Cpl Seif loved this as he quite often invited his friends Cpl Katana and  Cpl Jilloh who loved this game and had perfected in it.


This could have resulted from an inspection trip where the Instructors noted that some areas were not properly done, someone may have messed the toilets and left them that way and even a cigarette filteror any litter could be found on the floor. This attracted collective punishment as getting the culprit was not easy. We would later be left to clean the barracks at night, wash the uniforms and dry them using an Iron, use any means to make dry the military boots and make sure that by morning inspection parade, they were shining as expected. In other times, we would have done all that was expected of us but still be subjected to this treatment.


One nasty day, Cpl Seif, our squad in charge passed by the toilets and found one messed up and not flushed. Water was a problem at times but he did not care. He ordered us to get out of the barrack and each one of us, with our bare hands collect the human waste and have at least a piece of it and take it to him. In fear, we fought to have a share and those who were 'unlucky' did  not get any hence found it rough and forced us to share what we had! Allow me to stop there and not to say where we took the ‘Human cow dung’ after showing it to him! You should have seen how he was grinning as each one of us passed by him showing him what we had managed to get. Disgusting as it was, that was it!


Most of the times, some instructors who were known to be notorious drunkards could pass by our barracks, after the mess was closed, harass us in their drunkerdness and keep us awake till some minutes to road run time. Sergent Kimutai and Corporal Maganga were two notable instructors who had perfected in this art. We had to come up with a way to tame them since their presence in the wee hours of the night meant that sleeping for three continuous hours was not very possible. At times, we would contribute Ksh 100 each and send our squad leaders to these instructors as a means of taming them disguising it as morale! This would result to reduced disturbances but would only last a while before they were broke and back to what they did best, making sure that life in the training school was hell on earth.


Some months down the line, we were to be paid some cash to keep us moving. This was done using vouchers where we would be paid some little amount, the other bit was banked on our behalf ( …banked in whose account, that I can never tell because I do not know…)  and would be paid to us after pass out parade and the rest was taken away as a deduction to cover costs of whatever personal kit we were issued with. The shocking details were in what the deductions would amount to. We felt that we were being overcharged. The costs of an iron, truck suits, beds, mattresses, bed sheets, sports shoes, the military version of wooden boxes called AMRA (A poorly done wooden box that would be used to store our military kit once in the jungle or on transit from one point to another. Please note that almost eight years down the line, lifting this box from the ground even when empty is not a joke).


For all these and more, we were charged amounts that we thought were as much as three times the market price. All this was coordinated at the Office of the officer Commanding junior training wing. To me and other recruits, we could do nothing as we feared that we could be even sent packing in case we dared to ask this legitimate question. Either way, all is vanity! 

After Months of training at GSU Training school, it was time to leave for field training at Magadi Filed training grounds. See you there......!

Thursday, 17 October 2013

LIFE IN MAGADI FIELD TRAINING CAMP.



Time to leave GSU training School and proceed to Magadi fileld training Camp was now a reality.
In this blog, i will just give a tip of the iceberg of what everything was all about considering that much of this must not be available for public consumption....!


In GSU training school, there was a driver by the name Kanyari who was no joke on the wheel. On the day that we left to Magadi, we were on board a Mercedes Benz truck that was being driven by this dude. Notoriously known for terrible speed driving, he took us to Magadi and most of us being new around these environs, all we could do was to enjoy the ride.
Here we were......




We arrived safely at Magadi Gsu Training Camp, a ground of our own choice as commonly refered to by the instructors. A place of scorching sun, rocky terrain and that which the ground surface is full of thorns commonly known as Ngoja Ngoja. This was a new home for us for some months to come and from the look of everything; it was not a friendly place to be in! There was a notorious mountain known as Mt Wambua, another one called RT, a place called white patch among other prominent features which was all what we were introduced to during orientation.  
At the back ground is the famous RT....
Look at the sun rays and the terrain too...

 Welcome to serious training grounds........



A normal day would start with us leaving the camp very early in the morning for the road run. This was to a place called Kamukuru past the famous white patch. This was no joke as recruits could ‘sleep run’ and even ‘crush land’ in sleep and get hurt. This was not a reason to stay away from training as there was a famous saying over there.’Kazi na dawa’. Training was a must even if it meant being take to classes on a wheel chair!


After the road run, we would next head to have our breakfast, later get into our military uniform in readiness for Inspection and then start the days training which was the beginning of a sweat full day. We would take our parade drills commonly known as master parade and then in a jungle green shirt, a smoke jacket and a  sisal made sack on top of these in the name of camouflage and concealment, one could not put down any of these till we were done with that day’s training. One could sweat, stink and even get uncomfortable but soldiers are known to be ‘Hard” men and Women, we endured.
Check the photo below......




Field craft theory lessons would follow and were done while we were seated on Hot rocks and under the scorching sun.The photo below clearly shows what our classes were like. Here is squad seventeen seated in a place that resembles what our classes looked like.

 Check it out......


 Despite the hot sun rays, we could still afford to take a quick nap but wait a minute, if one was caught napping he/she would curse the day he was born. One could be beaten and forced to go up Mt Wambua with a Jerry can full of water or a basin full of water without it spilling down and also with  a G3 rifle. One person, all this paraphernalia and up till to the Mountain top, fire several blanks and then start coming down! No one could dare be caught in the again. One day i was caught up, look at that attire which is inclusive of all the ones in the photo above plus the ground sheet....



We would later go for practical lessons in the afternoon where the sun was simply unbearable but for soldiers, we were kept alive by a saying that says ‘Train hard fight Easy’. Instructors namely War Lord, Mr Nyongesa, Pc Ndege, Sgt Mang’era, Cpl Galgaro, Pc Mwaria who would force us to point the ground using our finger, go round till one lost control and fell down like a sack of potatoes all in the name of hardening and punishment were the notable gurus in this field. These amongst others were a no non sense lot in the field of field craft and minor tactics lessons. There was a ruthless lady instructor be the name PC/W Mbatha who was also not a joker in this filed. She used to deal with the lady recruits ruthlessly without caring on gender which was also something to note and appreciate too. They never gave us a break. Some recruits fainted, others got injured, broke their legs and hands but this did not mean an end to the training but was interpreted to mean that we were still ‘softies’ that needed more ‘hardening’ hence the training got tougher and harder. It is worthy to appreciate that these Instructors have risen above ranks and hence may hold higher ranks currently than was the case.
Check this out, Obstacle crossing......


Using a panga and a mess tin, one was suppossed to dig up a trench slightly deep above his height....!




This would end some minutes to six where we would proceed for super in readiness for evening cleaning and mock attack drills called ‘Stand two’ lessons where we were to be gauged on the response levels in case the camp was attacked. Lights could go off and in less than five minutes, one was expected to be in full uniform and to have rushed to respective and designated kip areas in readiness to defend a camp on attack. Anyone caught un aware and napping would earn himself or herself thorough beating and punishment and to avoid this, most of us were always on toes and ready for the worst. A night did not mean time to sleep but time to rest awaiting the following day training schedule.


Come the following day, much of the program could alternate hence when not doing field craft and drills, were at the shooting range. Life here was no better and this made one of my worst places in the whole training exercise. As we were being taught on how to fire and operate various types of rifles, I was practically unable to get enough rounds using an AK47 rifle to the target which saw me being beaten and pinched until I dared one of the Instructors to touch me one more time and I would go straight home. Luckily, he had mercy on me and left me alone.

Our faces got swollen due to the blow back effect when firing but this was no reason to evade training. We were doing it in that state of pain and agony. After all, we were told that we refused to listen to our parents and here we were to the world (GSU instructors) now being taught which was to tell us of the famous Swahili saying that says ‘Asiyefunzwa na mamaye hufunzwa na ulimwengu’. This was enough reason to be beaten up, pinched and teased right, left and center.From here, we were later trained on how to use mortars, bombs, Grenades, machine guns and other heavy weaponry, night firing among other valuable lessons that were in our curriculum.I do remember that most of recruits almost lost it here. Things were so tough. One could eat even two to three loaves of bread at a go plus several litres of youghurt even after having had a lot of ugali. 



One gentle man from my village known as Martin who was heavily built almost escaped from here. He confided to me that he was done with the harassment and tough workload and was ready to try something else outside life in the Police service. I just told him to look at himself, then look at me and compare his body mass and mine and then let the weakest leave first and that was me! The weakest happened to me and I told him that I would never give up despite the training taking toll on me. I also advised him to take every day at a time and forget that which took place yesterday and face the new day with much optimism and courage. This was my motto and am glad it worked for him and me too. This training was not for the faint hearted and required one not to accumulate anger and grudge as this would simply lead to us losing the battle. Am glad that he changed and became more positive to face the uncertain future.

Another very notable case was that of a recruit by the name Andy Joseph who threatened to use his connections to leak information to the Human rights commission on the ‘torture’ that we were going through and un lucky him, he got a beating of a life time from the instructors which cowed us to a point that no one could raise an issues irrespective of how things got tough! This was a manifestation of how things were over here.



We cleared our training over here hence left Magadi to Embakasi and then granted a mid course break to visit our families. At this time, we were told that we were almost 'ripe' and in case the government needed emergency re enforcements, we were good to go!

Sunday, 6 October 2013

GOODBYE MY LOVELY VILLAGE KIARITHA, WELCOME GSU TRAINING SCHOOL ~28/12/2004



06/10/2013, Sunday is the day that Ruaraka Deanery was celebrating the year of Faith at Moi International Sports Center Kasarani.
 The theme was One Faith, One Family, One church. 
The journey of faith is a great adventure into meaning, into love, into fullness of being, into happiness, into eternal life .~He John Cardinal Njue

Back to my story......


After arriving at the butchery, staying there and serving my customers was not easy. Anxiety levels in me were so high! I could not wait till 2045Hrs, the time that I would have closed doors. I left mum in charge of the butchery and very fast left and went home to put into safe custody 'hide' the D Number form as I was worried that someone who may have heard of the news would way raid us  at night and steal from me this one important document that was the only prove that I was soon to be a recruit at GSU Training school Embakasi.


This saw me hurriedly get home and was at peace with myself when i safely got there now that the document was well hidden in my metallic box and was not worried that someone would come for it here. I was so much excited and from that point, the cop in me started coming out. 
The following days saw me almost behave and act as a cop especially when i was alone.  If I held an axe, I could imagine it was a G3 rife and confirming that no one was around, I could aim the axe to any stationery or moving object like a cop would aim a rifle to a target! I was slowly being swallowed by imagination!


Owing to the time left in between the recruitment date and the reporting date, I quickly started the process of ensuring that the D Number form was well attended to. Some important details were to be filled by the Church Father/pastor, the Chief of our location ( Who was my pork Customer) and other details were to be filled by me. Little did I know that this was the beginning of another trying time for my mum.


The Local Chief, Mr Muriuki dully filled my form but later, without my knowledge approached mum and told her that he was worried that i was conned and the D Number form was fake. From what mum revealed to me years after I left GSU Training school Embakasi,she was not worried that a nay sayer had re surfaced. She told me that on receiving this information, she said to herself that as long as I left the Butchery alone, went to the Stadium alone and was recruited from the crowd without being assisted by anyone, she would only accept that it was fake if I was rejected at GSU Training school on the reporting date. (I wish mum knew that I was not alone but the Lord was with me and was answering my prayers, she should not have gotten worried not even an Inch…!)


Another version of the story started circulating too. It was being circulated by those who were of the opinion  that the D Number was not a forged one but thought that I was assisted to grab this slot. The story was being told of a wealthy twin sister of my mum who works for NSSF and using her financial muscle and influence, had secured me this slot. (I wish they knew that even Auntie [The so called wealthy sister] came to learn of this some days after the successful recruitment drive and was not involved at any point whatsoever!)


I thank God for my strong mother; she weathered the storm and stood with me without sharing with me what the nay Sayers were saying. I continued with my normal routine in the slaughter business but would in the afternoon be released earlier than usual from the butchery so as to prepare for my planned reporting date. I used to do some evening jog and shopping for the required items. This saw me get ready and buy all that was required of me despite the serious cash problems that my family was going through!


On 28/12/2004, very early in the morning, I left home accompanied by mum and dad who were to escort me to GSU Training School Embakasi. When we got to Kerugoya town, there was no enough money for us to commute together using a direct route Matatu hence dad left me and mum to board one together and he decided to use what was refered to as ‘Murengo’ which he thought was cheaper. Little did i know that this was the last time I was to see him before joining training school. By 0800Hrs, mum and i were at the GSU Training school reception area. It barely took 30 Minutes and I was received after verification of the autheticity of the D Number form and hurriedly bundled into a waiting convoy of recruits. Here, we were supposed to carry almost everything we had come with at a go and very fast run towards our newly found home, in the barracks! 


Mum would later tell me that when she saw me get in and her being left behind without any drama as was prophesied by our local chief, it was a great moment for her since I was recruited as it marked an end to what the local chief was telling her of how I was conned and given a fake D Number. She also told me that after I was received, she stayed outside the gate only for dad to turn up at 1000Hrs, two hours after mum and I had parted ways. She informed him that I was received two hours ago without any hitch and I am sure he was also relieved too!


Before going back home, Dad wanted them to visit My Auntie who lived in Kayole. Owing to cash problems, they walked from Embakasi to Kayole where mum would later tell me that this was the longest she had ever walked. Lastly, they got to my auntie’s residence and later traveled back home. They briefed those who were interested in knowing how things were where they were told that I was safely in the hand of my Instructors.

The Nay Sayers once more lost on this one.....!